My Transition
this time i think i ll stop rambling about the petty things and start writin smth which is atleast readable..lets hope who ever is readin this wil not be bored stiff
the day i came to roorkee i cried i dunno for more than 2 days coz i hated everythin about this place the clean air no traffic the food.. u name it i hated it.. i hated every1 around me..it took me almost 6 months to actually be myself again....it was a really long process and i made a lot of bad decisions and yeah that changed a lot of things made me miss the things i likd the most...but what can we do...ayways i fought back got sm of them way back in 3rd yr.. but it was already late nothin can undo the damage done..
now the time has come to leave this place and all i have are thse strange feelins..like the ones when u feel at sunset there is no more hope no more light everythin is goin to be more darker...more bad..it feels like i m fallin off a cliff and there is no catcher in the rye to protect me...and what is worse u r all alone.. no baggage no luggage
yeah made a lil scary and copy cat version of salinger thr but when u think about it this place grows on u.. u r so accustomed to this unpolluted evironment which is urs and urs alone no one can change it no one can snatch it thr is a peace of mind...ppl around know u(which is quite a few) but what the hell this has been a home and i dont feel like leavin..
what have i done here..i dint study just to make things clear all i did was pass my time made sm good friends and yeah watched a butt load of movies..thats all i did...but i m happy with the life here...
i can think of a few things that i want to change if i get a chance..but hell i learnt a lot from evrythin i did..ok maybe not that much atleast sth....
i feel sad as days pass by n the nemesis comes its always a fear a fear of the unknown
the day i came to roorkee i cried i dunno for more than 2 days coz i hated everythin about this place the clean air no traffic the food.. u name it i hated it.. i hated every1 around me..it took me almost 6 months to actually be myself again....it was a really long process and i made a lot of bad decisions and yeah that changed a lot of things made me miss the things i likd the most...but what can we do...ayways i fought back got sm of them way back in 3rd yr.. but it was already late nothin can undo the damage done..
now the time has come to leave this place and all i have are thse strange feelins..like the ones when u feel at sunset there is no more hope no more light everythin is goin to be more darker...more bad..it feels like i m fallin off a cliff and there is no catcher in the rye to protect me...and what is worse u r all alone.. no baggage no luggage
yeah made a lil scary and copy cat version of salinger thr but when u think about it this place grows on u.. u r so accustomed to this unpolluted evironment which is urs and urs alone no one can change it no one can snatch it thr is a peace of mind...ppl around know u(which is quite a few) but what the hell this has been a home and i dont feel like leavin..
what have i done here..i dint study just to make things clear all i did was pass my time made sm good friends and yeah watched a butt load of movies..thats all i did...but i m happy with the life here...
i can think of a few things that i want to change if i get a chance..but hell i learnt a lot from evrythin i did..ok maybe not that much atleast sth....
i feel sad as days pass by n the nemesis comes its always a fear a fear of the unknown
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