My Choosiest Choice of All
its been a long time....but not that i was busy coz i was busy gettin bored doin nothin but lazin around feels good to be that way...
today was one of those days where things happen so fast that u hav to actually stand back n watch ..it was just 15 mins and my life had changed for good.. it seems so trivial n really long back but yeah thats all it takes to change evrythin atleast for me..
and yeah for the record i m bad at makin all the so called hard decisions n i have seen the results trust me when i sy this i suck when it comes to takin a stand on things
well lets not get into the details on the whole its just a complete mess n thr is no way out thats what i do when i take charge of the situation my emotional level is as bad as a guy's..
i read this book of stephen king once..he is really good btw..ayways he talks abt these ppl who want to be dominated by sm1 that they get into such abuse relationships n still cant get out of them..i hav seen such ppl around me and thought how can that be true...but u know what evry1's life is fucked up in one way or the other..its just a matter of time to realize whats wrong with them...
back to the topic my choice...yeah my choosiest so called choice is the worst i have ever made knowin all the repurcussions knowin that its not goin to work out from day zero( not day1)
but still thr ws this optimism i donno where it came from...that things will get better....but i know its not the case but stil there is this hope( this damn thing will get me into trouble sm time never cms around when needed but sneaks back when least expected) well whtevr things cant work out thats the final draft
what should i do???
i cant answer the question i leave it to time..thats the best way u dont have to deal with it as long as u give up on mankind...
today was one of those days where things happen so fast that u hav to actually stand back n watch ..it was just 15 mins and my life had changed for good.. it seems so trivial n really long back but yeah thats all it takes to change evrythin atleast for me..
and yeah for the record i m bad at makin all the so called hard decisions n i have seen the results trust me when i sy this i suck when it comes to takin a stand on things
well lets not get into the details on the whole its just a complete mess n thr is no way out thats what i do when i take charge of the situation my emotional level is as bad as a guy's..
i read this book of stephen king once..he is really good btw..ayways he talks abt these ppl who want to be dominated by sm1 that they get into such abuse relationships n still cant get out of them..i hav seen such ppl around me and thought how can that be true...but u know what evry1's life is fucked up in one way or the other..its just a matter of time to realize whats wrong with them...
back to the topic my choice...yeah my choosiest so called choice is the worst i have ever made knowin all the repurcussions knowin that its not goin to work out from day zero( not day1)
but still thr ws this optimism i donno where it came from...that things will get better....but i know its not the case but stil there is this hope( this damn thing will get me into trouble sm time never cms around when needed but sneaks back when least expected) well whtevr things cant work out thats the final draft
what should i do???
i cant answer the question i leave it to time..thats the best way u dont have to deal with it as long as u give up on mankind...