My last day

i ve been blogging for almost a year now.. and everything that i write about basically talks about one single thing..my life as a college student from confused cynical to outright pessimistic..but all this is because of this place..now the time has come to move ahead leave this part of life behind forever and start afresh
i stayed almost 4 days alone in this place after all my friends have left because of my stupid mistake of getting the tkt late..anyways i m here and all this four days have been more like a month to me....now i realized how different a place can be if you are alone....i thought i liked but in the end the best days of my life are just some faded memories
i cant walk along any of those roads without getting nostalgic...i m actually discovering new roads in order to prevent the breakdown..maybe i m just fearing that it might happen any moment anything anyone can trigger it
its just that a feeling of freedom of being yourself without caring what the other person will think of you....these small things are going to change when we leave
it has taught me a lot of things...some good some bad who cares i really am going to miss everything here...
you know how this place is ..its like the Bluth household everyone i like around here is fucked up and crazy but in the end i ll miss everyone around here