My Contemplations
this is my post after a long time needed to put down some thoughts that popped up today while i watchin this set of movies...
anyways the gist of the thing is why is that we are never satisfied with what we hav?..hav to get a better job be with better people do sth more worthwhile.....no body is perfect but we always look for the BETTER things that we never realize the thing in hand that was there with us
i mean we can never be able to get to know people who are just like us think like us and act like us.....when we know them its like something is missing sth very elemental and important...
but then we run around in circles just to find the better us but we never realize the fact that compatiability never comes with similarity mayb it ll help us if we r different not elemental but alteast in sth...similarity brings monotony...thats what happens life becomes monotonous after some time..we need variety but how can we accept such a fact
but when it stares in the eye...no one wants to accept it ...how can u say that you are wrong all along that would be like accepting you folly..
now this movie painted veil talks abt a bad marriage where they hav nothin in common..i m so afraid that this wil hapn to me someday stuck in sth where there is no way out hav to live a life that i m no sure of leading..it is freaky i dont have the patience to wait n work things out i want quick results!!!
but how wil life be once we get of this place new responsibilties new roles to play it scares me shitless..i cant think of the consequences...i m afraid to evn think howz life goin to be...what kind of a person i l become once i get out of here....mayb worse mayb better
sometimes i think mayb they hav a time capsule where u can just freeze evrything & we can forever live like this care free no responsibilities no filling in others shoes..just like a catcher in the rye jsut a simple chldhood ..mayb peter pan can help me out!
like alice in this not so wonderland..yeah i dont like this place and cant wait to get out of here but there is a tranquility an inner peace that we can always associate which we can never get when we go out ...busy life no time for the simpleton things like walks around sittin idly thinking of nothings it is so good but in the same way it is mundane nothingness that creeps into ur mind..
i know i make no sense at all but i like the controversy that is attached to this place
fear can never help us but thats what drives us ..so having fear may not be that bad..
waitin for the world to see if its conspiring against me stil sm time to chk that out
anyways the gist of the thing is why is that we are never satisfied with what we hav?..hav to get a better job be with better people do sth more worthwhile.....no body is perfect but we always look for the BETTER things that we never realize the thing in hand that was there with us
i mean we can never be able to get to know people who are just like us think like us and act like us.....when we know them its like something is missing sth very elemental and important...
but then we run around in circles just to find the better us but we never realize the fact that compatiability never comes with similarity mayb it ll help us if we r different not elemental but alteast in sth...similarity brings monotony...thats what happens life becomes monotonous after some time..we need variety but how can we accept such a fact
but when it stares in the eye...no one wants to accept it ...how can u say that you are wrong all along that would be like accepting you folly..
now this movie painted veil talks abt a bad marriage where they hav nothin in common..i m so afraid that this wil hapn to me someday stuck in sth where there is no way out hav to live a life that i m no sure of leading..it is freaky i dont have the patience to wait n work things out i want quick results!!!
but how wil life be once we get of this place new responsibilties new roles to play it scares me shitless..i cant think of the consequences...i m afraid to evn think howz life goin to be...what kind of a person i l become once i get out of here....mayb worse mayb better
sometimes i think mayb they hav a time capsule where u can just freeze evrything & we can forever live like this care free no responsibilities no filling in others shoes..just like a catcher in the rye jsut a simple chldhood ..mayb peter pan can help me out!
like alice in this not so wonderland..yeah i dont like this place and cant wait to get out of here but there is a tranquility an inner peace that we can always associate which we can never get when we go out ...busy life no time for the simpleton things like walks around sittin idly thinking of nothings it is so good but in the same way it is mundane nothingness that creeps into ur mind..
i know i make no sense at all but i like the controversy that is attached to this place
fear can never help us but thats what drives us ..so having fear may not be that bad..
waitin for the world to see if its conspiring against me stil sm time to chk that out
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