My life choices

today was really different coz for once i did sth which i would generally never do in my routine. i went to a school for poor children and then spent some time with them. i dont know what it was but it made me realize how ineffective my life is there is no use of it to anyone anywhere. have ibecome so selfish and so self involved? now maybe or maybe not
but my life choices at this point are quite different get a good job then go for sm mba or whatever there is no place for any other person. have we become so invovled with our own lives so much that we have forgotten this responsibility?
i have met with this couple they are of my age but their attitude towards life is varied that makes me think that i m still acting so juevinile i thought i was one of those mature people but waht have i become just another self invovled black hole??
now these thoughts may bury themselves in sm time but i am really thinking about the way of life i have chosen to live. i dont know whether this is right or wrong everyone around me is like that so i ve become this way and i m not conformin by sayin that because of everyone i ve become this but this is me
but is this me of any use to anyone?? am i thinkin in a broader prespective??
i m thinkin maybe of just a few months ahead in my life thats all how i m gonna go out how i m gonna enjoy but is this not what college is for if we start worryin about our future the day we enter then when to have time sit and wonder...there is always sth to grab sth to work for when are we goin to rest
there is no much time college is about to get over and the real life is reckonin and now is the only time when u can enjoy the timelesness and the blissful ignorance. one we are out in the real world everything will get murkier and darker..no time to sit ans stare....
why do we have to worry?? why do we have to think about our life choices every minute of our life why cant we just live for the moment??
this is wht i have decided there is just one life to live for why cant we enjoy it when we can coz responsibilities will reckon on as we move ahead....
if i m wrong i dont believe i m wrong this is the path i ve chosen and i m goin to stick to it

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JP said…
did you go with the NSS guys in roorkee. or was this in AP?...jp

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